Perhaps.

It's been so long I didn't updated my blog.

2 weeks ago? Oh my.....

Fed up with my works so just came here to release my stress.

Yess, a lot of reports, exam, project and assignment are waiting for me

Felt stress. Tears dropping in the dream.

I hope someone was there and hug me tight :')

This is so true :)

I should never expect, demand and assume.

I should know my limits, where to stand and my role in every single things.

Don't get affected, jealous and paranoid.

Just go with the flow and stay happy :)

I hope I can do all the quotes mentioned.

Just wanted be more perfect, towards family, friends and you.

I really hope I can do it.

Sorry for those I've offended you before.

I didn't mean that......

Sometimes, I knew I was

/ speak loudly (no manners)

/ reckless

/ bad temper

/ easy to get jealous

/ easy to fed up

/ bla bla bla

I knew my 缺点 not only these

But just, I really didn't mean that...

It's happened that I cared of you peoples.

SORRY if I done anything that pissed you off :(

Nahhh Belanja this if I pissed you off before lor :P

Anyway, going to try this by this weekend as I going back hometown to celebrate 

 " FATHER'S DAY "

and

" MUMMY'S BIRTHDAY "

MELILEA

A beginning of nutritionist's life

Worked as nutritionist consultant for MELILEA

She was consulting client. Pro right?

I was 忙里偷闲 xD

Us ;)

Worked for five hours. and we're paid RM150! WOW extra pocket money
Went  to mid valley to have our late lunch!

See this balia, I was taken this picture in case I forget where the place I park my car.
But she jumped into my picture LOL

And, I'm waiting call from them ;)

This is good to gain experience

Satisfied though.

12.05.12

我舍不得




可是时间回不去了。




我舍不得




真的舍不得。






可不可以 不要那么快长大？
可不可以 不要那么快成熟？


成熟了 会发现 身边的朋友

越 来 越 少




没什么

我只想回到童年

无忧无虑、时间，你允许吗？

明天开始了营养师的工作

第一次接触跟我学业有关系的工作

但又是我自己一个人

我紧张、我怕、我担心

如果有多一个人陪我，那该多好

小。朋友

朋友
在我心里
是什么样的意义？


在12岁到17岁的时候
觉得朋友越多越好
很羡慕身边有很多很多朋友的人
尤其外貌出众的人

*不得承认我以前真的是很丑、丑小鸭一个



17岁到20岁的时候
上了大学
想认识更多的人，朋友越来越多。
所以想变美
会在打扮上花点心思

*丑小鸭也会有变天鹅的一天吧？我期待着......

开始了调转身份，别人羡慕起我了
怎么那么多朋友？


我说，人随着年龄的增长，思想的确不一样
现在21的我
甚至可悲的觉得
朋友越少越好

看着面子书的朋友
宝贝babe地叫着 其实自己真的有事情时 跳出来帮你的会有几个？
余此类推 看到以前的我 真是可笑。
或许这是人生的必经之路？

*知心朋友，几个就好

朋友越少，是非越少
在麻坡这个小地方
这是我学会的道理
对你好的朋友不少，因此，珍惜。


我的朋友的确很多
但是，真心的，就那么几个。


谢谢那些真心对我的，我真的很珍惜，真的。
谢谢那些虚情假意的，因为你们，我学会了很多道理。

No tittle

I've been so lazy to update my blog
Zzzzzz


Everyone likes enjoying their holiday
I'm the exception T^T
I guess this is the lamest and lifeless holiday I ever had.

But when spent the time with C and Y
I was really appreciate and enjoyed
Hope you two really enjoyed in the bali trip

Double chocolate layer cake! Yummy yummy

Went for movie! Battleship!

 * The day three of us hang out to Melaka, Clover ffk us :(

*After back from Melaka, went to somewhere to have our dinner! All da spicy foods, was wondering how can C tahan? LOLOL

* As I said to C, if she stay at Muar for two weeks, I'll train her to the high level in eating those spicy foods haha xD




Back to KL
It's so damn bored
Can someone bring me out from this hell?
LOL


I wanna shopping la T^T

Random again =)

Yeah I'm back to say hello =)

Still fighting with final exam thou
Take a breath and came here to update some randomly post.


Hmmmmmmm

something happened before final exam =P
or should I say some kind of way to relax or release myself?

yeah there's PARTY ROCK the night !!

with wanvy pig! Thanks for inviting :)

With barbi chee :) Surprised huh ??!

Camwhore with my favourite dress indeed!

We're sexy and we know it xD

Your second time but first time with me
Hope it didn't bored you and had fun muacksssss

Huhu finally I get my MARVEL T-SHIRT
LOVE IT TO THE MAXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXX
By the way I'm gonna bankrupt :(
It's kinda satisfied if you bought something you like so much haha







Am I look different in this pic?
Make up done by Eline :)
She was trying to do her best and applied her previous learning skill on my face ^^



Nahhhh just get well from sick
I knew I'm always so damn weak :(

Gonna off to bed and have a good rest
Fighting for last paper by coming tuesday
Will start tomorrow. Guess so? HAHA



Allright, all the best to biotech jimui and hengdai for paper tomorrow!
GOOD LUCK AND DO YOUR BEST!! <3

29.03.12

Pasta Zanmai :)

MY favourite :)

Peoples are born to eat all the delicious food :)

Stick whole day with balia =P

知道了真相 还是有点疼

没关系 习惯就好 :)

22.03.12

很久没更新了
最近也没什么特别的事发生
就这样
平平静静过日子




这样也好
两个礼拜后、
就是大考了
希望这次的成绩，会比上次漂亮




还有一年，就是还有那么短的一年
我就大学毕业了。




有时候会一直想，
以后的我会是怎样的？
常常告诉自己，想那么多干嘛，想多多又不会中多多
以后、未来、永远都只是个unknown.








心里渴望着什么
其实都已经被模糊了




我开心吗？
一点都不
为什么不开心？
我不知道




为什么我要是我？
别人不需要承担的压力
为什么我却要扛下来？
如果可以有那么一个人
愿意了解我的一切，让我可以信任
即使，不用我多说




那       该多好。








恋爱的定义在哪里？
我想知道




想要恋爱而恋爱？
或者因为你真的爱他/她？
又或者因为某些原因？
这个现实的世界


小心谨慎才最好。

13.03.12

今天  天气 晴
考完了其中一个大考
呼~~~~
简直是 一个 轻松.
（昨天竟然给我发高烧 幸好撑过去了）


大学生活 就是如此
轻松时 可以很轻松
压力时 可以很压力
如果不适当的舒缓压力  那 就是崩溃。


曾几何时 我崩溃的 嚎啕大哭
躲在被里
多希望 能有个人 能让我依赖 让我信任

我那可爱的老妹  拜你所赐  我才有得吃这丰盛的一餐？
应该是开心 还是无奈呢、xD

真不敢相信 我们把这些都吃了/.\

我俩的胃口 好大

前天  昨天  今天
都好累。累得失去方向。
我 应该往哪儿走？

心里一直压抑着的情感
我该怎么发泄




谢谢你
一直以来 在我最需要人的时候 你总是会出现
我知道你的无奈  对不起  也谢谢你的照顾
我已经失去了拥有你的资格

给自己的话
离开了  就不要再回来
那个幸福是不属于你的
属于你的 早就随你的离开  而离开

让现在的幸福  一样幸福

三八妇女节

三八妇女节快乐
But I'm not happy.


很压力
考试报告功课
好像做不完似的
被这些非生物压得喘不过气。

我的食欲
不见了


很想释放自己
一度地想哭



拼命告诉自己
会过去的


卸下面具
做真正的自己
素颜没什么不好的
不过苍白了一点、丑了点、没自信了点。

请忽略我凌乱的房间 

嗯


很想回麻坡
很想我的家人
很想我的姐妹
很想我的朋友







刚跟爸爸妈妈讲电话
忍住眼泪讲完

很想跟你们诉苦


但我知道我不能
不能让你们担心
一直扛着大姐的责任
就算再怎样难过
我都不曾开口